Well I have been gone for some time now ... not even I know for how long. Where have I been? It would be impossible for mere words to describe. I have run the gamut of emotions, am exauhasted, and still have a long way to go.

I have been trying to find myself, and it is no easy task. I have come to terms with a lot of my feelings and actions in the past. The more recent, the harder it is becoming. And to top it off, life doesn't just stop for little 'ole me.

I don't know if I will ever catch up, but I am trying to learn from my journey so eventually I will be whole. There are only two things keeping me from losing my shite:

1) My belief that God (or whoever you might believe in) only gives us as much as we can handle

2) My amazing friends and family who support me even though I may be a royal pain

So in case you were wondering, that is where I have been. I am currently in a dark forest, and only see glimpses of light. I happened upon this computer and decided that it was time for a status report.

I will try to sign-on more ofter, but one cannot make promises one cannot keep. And alas my journey calls. If you need me, just close your eyes and I'll be there.

Promise.